Dad
Today is Noah’s first outpatient chemo treatment. After watching how sick he was from the chemo he received while in the hospital I am just horrified to think about what he will go thru the next few days. I know we as Mom and Dad must be strong for him but seeing him suffer just tears your heart out.
Last night in the middle of the night he woke up and started talking about everything. Noah, mostly was talking about food and he and mom got up so he could eat some Bar-B-Q chips. He came back in the room and was just chattering away. His humor about life was in grand style and then he began to reflect on his behavior in the hospital and was apologizing to mom about how he had acted. I wanted to cry To hear this little boy asking for forgiveness for stuff he did days ago when his own life was at risk just tore me up.
I dread what will happen to him the next few days. I hope with all my heart we can ease his suffering and provide as much comfort as we can for him.
I’m glad you’re sharing here. While we (readers) will mostly not be by you side physically, we are supporting you and your family. Thanks.